Dr. John Molot at Toronto Public Library

Dr. John Molot, Environmental Medicine Specialist and Author is going to be giving a talk at the Toronto Public Library on Wednesday, December 2, 2015 at 7pm.
If you have the chance, it is very worthwhile to hear him talk.

CALL TO ACTION - Support for the Ontario Centre of Excellence in Environmental Health (OCEEH)

CALL TO ACTION! 

Please consider sending a letter or an email in support of the proposed Ontario Centre of Excellence in Environmental Health (OCEEH).

Sample letter below!

Learn more about the OCEEH - click here.

"About 5% of Ontarians, more than 568,000 people over the age of 12, suffer from ES/MCS (environmental sensitivities/multiple chemical sensitivity), ME/CFS (myalgic encephalomyelitis/ chronic fatigue syndrome) and FM (fibromyalgia). These already large numbers, which represent only those who have been diagnosed with these conditions, are on the rise.

The proposed centre of excellence will be composed of a hub that will include, and expand on, the Environmental Health Clinic (Women’s College Hospital); and spokes delivering primary care, which could begin with a patient-population-based selection of Community Health Centres."

"At present, more than 568,000 patients with these conditions lack the normal rights, benefits, policies, programs and facilities that Ontario makes available to those with conditions of comparable severity and prevalence.

The OCEEH will advocate for appropriate services and care to be developed and integrated into our health care system at all points along the normal continuum of care; and for normal rights and benefits to be extended to people living with these conditions as appropriate to their disabilities."

Read more about the Vision and Mission 

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Letter/Email writing campaign - learn more here.

Sample Letter: LETTER TO HON. ERIC HOSKINS

Put your name and address and date at the top of the letter below, or write your own.

Hon. Erik Hoskins, Minister of Health and Long Term Care
ehoskins.mpp@liberal.ola.org

In November 2013, a business case proposal for the Ontario Centre of Excellence in Environmental Health (OCEEH) was submitted to the Ontario Ministry of Health and Long Term Care. It was titled: Recognition, Inclusion and Equity: Solutions for Ontarians living with Environmental Sensitivities/Multiple Chemical Sensitivity, Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia.

The proposal and its supporting documents set out the urgent need for a comprehensive network of care and support and a much better quality of care for Ontario patients with these conditions, as well as other chronic, complex environmentally-linked illnesses; and for the creation of new research and education capacity. At present, more than 568,000 patients with these conditions are without these services in Ontario.

As a voter with (name your illness)/ concerned about (name illnesses), I urge you and your government to immediately implement the recommendations of the business case proposal for the OCEEH. Both lives and money can be saved by proper treatment of these increasing illnesses. Only in this way will Ontario patients with chronic, complex environmentally-linked illnesses, currently excluded from and neglected by our health care system, benefit from appropriate care and support, just as others with illnesses of comparable severity and prevalence do.

Yours truly,

Sign here

Copy:
Hon. Glen Murray, Minister of the Environment and Climate Change gmurray.mpp@liberal.ola.org
Premier Kathleen Wynne kwynne.mpp@liberal.ola.org
Other MPPs as you like
Christine Elliot christine.elliott@pc.ola.org
France Gelinas fgelinas-qp@ndp.on.ca
MEAO – info@meao.ca
Go to this link to find your own local MPP and put name here:
http://www.ontla.on.ca/web/members/members_current.do

"Nothing is Wrong with You. It is all in Your Head"

Just over 7 weeks ago, I finally met with a specialist in environmental medicine who diagnosed me with Environmental Sensitivities/Multiple Chemical Sensitivities (ES/MCS). This has had a positive impact on my experience and understanding of my illness, especially after being told repeatedly by my family doctor that my symptoms were in my head, that I was mentally ill and that nothing was wrong with me. My relationship with my family doctor over the last 19 months has been quite antagonistic and I am just beginning to work through the pain, frustration, and extreme invalidation that I have experienced within the context of our doctor/patient relationship. As a starting point for that healing process, I want to write out my experiences and share my story here.

 Prior to my chemical injury in May 2013, I never really had any major health issues.  I had been managing malabsorption issues (iron, B12), irritable bowel syndrome, and fibrocystic breast disease for a number of years, but nothing so serious that my life was significantly disrupted. The main symptom of concern that I presented during my first visit to my family doctor was an extreme heightened sense of smell.  I smelt everything, all the time and it was somewhat distressing. It was as if a switch had been turned on.  I could literally smell air fresheners inside of people’s homes from across the street if they had a window open. I could no longer walk to work because my senses were just overloaded. The downstairs neighbor’s laundry detergent and scented cat litter (which I never noticed previously in the two years we’d lived there) was suddenly seeping into our apartment. My family doctor’s initial response was, “oh, I know exactly what you mean.  When I go to the mall, I can’t even walk past Bed, Bath and Beyond."

Wait? What? Did she really just say that to me?

 I could hardly believe that she was trying to relate to me in this way. In the 12 years that she’d been my doctor, she’d never really been particularly friendly or engaging and on this particular day she decided to downplay my experience by normalizing it with her own and sharing a personal analogy. Once she stopped talking about herself and her own challenges with perfume and reviewed my file (family history of brain aneurism) she decided that we should rule out brain tumor, because apparently brain tumors and brain clots can cause heightened sense of smell, so she sent me for an MRI. This was an appropriate first step, but I was on the waiting list for an MRI for 7 months.

Shortly after my first appointment, I visited my doctor again presenting with a broad range of physical and neurological symptoms that seemed to be related to the heightened sense of smell, such as dizziness, headaches, fogginess, musculoskeletal pain, neurological stupor and nausea. By this time I had done a quite a bit of research online regarding my symptoms and came across the Environmental Health Clinic (EHC). I printed off the information about the referral process and presented it to my family doctor. She had not heard of the EHC, but said she would review what I provided and get back to me. Rather than considering the possibility of an environmental illness, she determined that I had allergies. This theory made no sense to me whatsoever since I had no rashes, no wheezing, no itchy eyes, no runny nose – the sort of symptoms that might be treated with anti-histamine. But she was convinced it was allergies, so she referred me an Allergist. The Allergist confirmed what I already knew – my symptoms were NOT an allergy response. In fact, the Allergist had his own ideas about my symptoms. He believed that I was suffering from migraines and he referred me to see a Neurologist.

I got really sick at the Allergist’s office because of air fresheners in the bathroom at his office and was out of commission for days following that appointment with my usual symptoms, plus a migraine. I had only ever had one migraine in my life, but following my chemical injury, migraines had certainly had become commonplace. The migraine theory gave me hope and I started paying closer attention to my migraines and determined that they coincided with really specific exposures, namely solvents and petrochemical products, but there were always other symptoms present that were not consistent with the migraine diagnosis.

 After my family doctor received confirmation that I was not suffering from allergies, she agreed to put in my referral the Environmental Health Clinic and I was very happy despite being told I would be on the waitlist for up to 18 months. That is a really long time to be waiting to see a specialist, so I put my energy and hope into seeing the Neurologist which was a much shorter wait. Many of my symptoms were neurologically based, such as, headaches, dizziness, migraines, stupor, lack of balance, loss of consciousness, etc. The neurologist reviewed my MRI and conducted a number of neurological tests and they all came back normal. He gave me some treatment options for managing migraines and sat across the desk from me, shaking his head almost remorsefully and said, “in reality, we really know very little about the brain”.

Meanwhile, my health was deteriorating severely and six months after the onset of my symptoms, I literally collapsed and was completely disabled by my symptoms. Attending school facilitated this collapse due to poor air quality, poor ventilation, chemical cleaning products and the personal care products worn by students, staff and faculty. In addition to the neurological and digestive symptoms, I was also experiencing musculoskeletal symptoms that left me unable to move or get out of bed for days at a time. Test after test came back normal and my family doctor turned to the “it is all in your head” theory. She advised me that there was absolutely nothing was wrong with me and that I was depressed and anxious. She prescribed me antidepressants (which I never took) and counselling and shared a personal story about how she was depressed last year and how SSRI medication really helped her. She went on and on about how she practices evidence based medicine and that as her patient I should trust her. She assured me that SSRIs were safe and widely used to manage symptoms like mine and normalized the experience of mental illness noting that most people become mentally ill at some point in their lives.

It was devastating. She invalidated me and my experiences and left me feeling so powerless. I’d been extremely ill for months and my life was literally shrinking as I spent most of my days and nights in bed, was unable to attend class and had become isolated from community. I am not entirely surprised that she thought I was depressed and anxious, but I knew that SSRI’s were not going to resolve my symptoms. I have a degree in Psychology and I worked in the field of mental health for 5 years. I am familiar with depression and anxiety.

Unfortunately, I found myself in quite the bind because in the midst of all of this I was also in graduate school and I required accommodations. The Ontario Human Rights Commission points out the challenges that people with MCS face in getting a diagnosis and that accommodations should be provided with or without a diagnosis. Posters and emails circulated the university about creating a scent-free space, but this was simply not enough.  Posters and emails do not make a space safe for people with MCS - far from it.  In order to qualify for services with the Accessible Learning Center, I had to have medical documentation stating that I have a diagnosis of a recognized disability. When I discussed this with my family doctor, she stated that the only letter she would provide was that I have a mental health diagnosis. At this point, I was in the thick of mid-terms and unable to get out of bed, let alone go to class, so I was feeling pretty desperate. I can still recall her patronizing voice, sitting across from me in that medical office, saying, “do you agree to this letter or not?”

 I feel like I was backed into a corner and left without any options.  I was going to lose my term if I didn’t get some support. I couldn’t tolerate the ink in my textbooks, which meant I couldn’t do my readings. I couldn’t be in my classrooms due to the “chemical soup” in the air. I was uneasy on my feet, nauseous, foggy, unable to communicate, and vomiting and crying in the bathrooms on the regular.  It was taking me five or six full days and nights to recover from being in the school one full day. I was spending 20-25 hours a week soaking in epsom salt and baking soda baths because it was the only thing that stopped the pain. I was so sick and I simply couldn’t keep going to class. I organized a meeting with all of my professors and explained what was going on and requested that I Skype into the remaining classes for the term. The responses were very mixed. One of the professors insisted that I needed medical documentation, while the other four were very supportive and willing to assist me in any way they could. Ultimately, I Skyped into my remaining lectures and conducted my presentations remotely. I wrote all of my papers from bed.

By the end of the first term, I was quite ready to drop out of the program because I was just so discouraged. I was spending the majority of my time sending emails and trying to communicate my access needs, but it seemed that no one was really listening to me. I barely even understood what was happening to me - only that I was constantly assaulted by fragrance, chemicals, cleaning products, dry erase markers, smoke from burning sage and poor air quality at school. My immune system was in chaos and school was not a safe place for me to be. Sometimes I could barely believe I was actually in a Social Work school. The message was clear, I needed medical documentation.  By that time, I had been on the waiting list for the Environmental Health Clinic for approximately five or six months and was told that it would likely be another year before I could get in. I needed support, so I took my doctor’s letter and by taking her letter, I was agreeing to the depression diagnosis. She held so much power over me with that letter. I needed support and the only way to get it was to acquiesce to her power. I had to admit that I was wrong and that she was right. Admit that I knew nothing about my own body and my own experience and she knew everything. It was devastating for me, but I did it. I accepted her letter and in doing so accepted her diagnosis. Self-preservation kicked in. I did what I had to do.

I took all of the documentation to the Accessible Learning Centre and finally someone was listening to me and took my concerns seriously. I was clear with the Accessible Learning Centre that I was NOT depressed and explained to them what was happening to me. The office had also never heard of my illness, but they were willing to accommodate me and so I we moved forward with the planning and ultimately came up with a plan that worked fairly well and had enough flexibility in it that I could find success in my coursework, even if the school itself remained unsafe.

Believe me, there have been many times in the last 19 months that I thought maybe I was mentally ill because that is how I have been treated by so many doctors, specialists, administrators, professors and even my friends and family. If people tell you something enough, you begin to believe it.  What was happening to me seemed unbelievable even to MYSELF and were it not happening to ME, I might not have believed it either!

I finally saw a specialist from the Environmental Health Clinic who diagnosed me with Environmental Sensitivities/Multiple Chemical Sensitivities (ES/MCS) at the end of September 2014. The doctor spent five hours with my partner and I and was extremely thorough and described the complexity of my multi-system illness in a way that was both accessible and validating. It was the first time since I’d been sick that a doctor treated me with any amount of compassion and understanding.

Mainstream medicine is reductionist. Everything has to lead back to a single body system, with a test to confirm it and a medical intervention (pharmaceuticals) to treat it. Environmental illnesses simply do not fit this model of medicine because many systems are involved.  New paradigms are required and environmental medicine is necessary to be able to meet the health needs of people living in our increasingly toxic world.

Having an ES/MCS diagnosis has been validating for me and has helped me make sense of my experiences. I waited a long time to see a specialist. My next step is to have the mental health diagnosis removed from my medical file. It was never true in the first place and truly only represents the ignorance of my family doctor. I only wish she’d had enough sense to just say, “I don’t know what is happening to you” because saying “nothing is wrong with you, it is all in your head” wasn't really helpful and actually did more harm than good.

Dig Deeper

I can remember when I was first dealing with symptoms of MCS/EI and started poking around on the internet for answers - it was horrifying.  You have to dig really deep (and I MEAN REALLY DEEP) to find any quality information about this illness online. It is almost embarrassing to be honest.  I questioned my own sanity a lot, because frankly all of it did seem really “crazy”.  Even my MD didn’t know anything about MCS/EI and told me I was “just depressed”.  The severity of this illness is minimized constantly and the relationship we have with the broader community (everyone from the government, to employers, educators, medical doctors) is antagonistic.  The media does a TERRIBLE job of discussing/reporting about MCS/EI.  Good research is really hard to find and what good research there is - is poorly disseminated - so nobody really knows what is going on.

The impact that this illness has on people’s lives is really intense because we must completely alter our way of living and interacting with our environment.  It is an extreme accommodation that runs completely counter to the dominate culture.  There is no test for this illness.  It is an emerging health issue that is the result of the introduction of tens of thousands of untested chemicals that have been dispersed into the environment since the 1950s.  Medical doctors are not required to learn about environmental illness or medicine as part of their education.  Environmental medicine is a speciality and an area that is bound to grow in coming years, but change is slow.  Meanwhile, these chemicals are mixing with other chemicals and contaminating our indoor and outdoor environments and increasing the toxic load within our bodies.  The pervasive use of chemicals in all areas of modern life is making all of us sick, but some of us are getting sick faster than others, which is how people with MCS/EI came to be known as “canaries in the coalmine”.

Chemical free living is the new normal.

Now that I am a student, I have access to journal articles from many different fields of study and this has really opened my eyes (and understanding) about my illness.  I really resent that about academia though, I mean what good is research if only other academics get to read it?  Ugh.  It is so elitist.  If I come across papers that are available on the public domain, I will share them here from time to time.  

I recently found this article by Karen Ann Watson-Gegeo on the public domain. Through poetry and strips of narrative, this paper discusses the embodied experience of chemical sensitivity and the anthropologist author's and other patients' journey through altered perception towards knowledge, community and transformation in the context of a medical clinic. 

CLICK ON CITATION BELOW FOR PDF.

Watson-Gegeo, K. (2005, July-August). Journey to the 'new normal' and beyond: reflections on learning in a community of practice. International Journal of Qualitative Studies in Education, 18(4), 399-424.